Okay, I just can't understand societies mind frame these days. This whole "PC" thing thats been going on for a while now is getting on my god damned last nerve. I understand that there are certain things that are really just rude and insensitive and should not be entertained by the public. But on the other hand, people now a days really need to grow up. Laws were and are made to protect a persons physical being and their right to live their lives the way they so choose so long as it does not endanger others, not to coddle their ego's and make them feel good about themselves.

But, I digress from the real issue I want to address/vent about in this journal. This is something I have been seeing SO MUCH of lately and its just got me so aggravated I could strangle something.

Societies new found need to "accept" fat people. What the fuck. I can not stand this new "movement", where everyone is all "its okay to be overweight" "curvy is beautiful" "accept your body." NO. Stop it. Being overweight is not okay. It's not sexy, its not beautiful, its not healthy. Its disgusting.

Now, do not get it twisted. Being hideously UNDERWEIGHT is exactly as unhealthy and unattractive. But for some reason, society has decided its okay to heckle anorexic people, yelling at rail thin girls to "eat a god damned cheese burger" or calling them "disgusting." But all of a sudden now, in the same respect, telling a fat girl to "get on a god damned treadmill" or that "her ass looks like cottage cheese" will get you publicly attacked and crucified. How does that make any sense? Can someone explain?

Also, all the "self pitying fat people" need to get a grip. I hate people that sit there and cry about how they've "tried every diet out there and nothing works" or how people should feel bad for them and accept them just because their bodies are "fuller." No. Shut up you idiots. You've tried everything? Yea right. Correction, you've tried every fad diet quick fix Jenny Craig/Atkins/Weight Watchers/South Beat Diet shit. But have you tried really truly committing yourself to an exercise routine and that little thing called PORTION CONTROL? No. Because if you did, you'd be thin.

And some of you may be sitting here going "wait wait.. she's sitting here yelling about fat people but.. she's fat!" And yea, I am. But I'm not gonna sit here and make stupid excuses for my weight, like the whole "I have a medical condition" thing. Yea, I have a medical condition, It's called "I don't feel like fucking exercising". Or, the Latin term of LAZY And I will proudly admit that. I am overweight, but I am overweight because I am horridly lazy, don't exercise, and even though I don't eat junk food or cake or any of that, the schedule in which I eat is shitty, because I (not purposely) am on a binge and starve schedule, which makes me gain weight.

And so I'm fat. My ass is a size 18 jeans, by bust is a fucking E and my face is the definition of round but you know what? If I ever really feel the need to loose weight, I'll eat on a more consistent maintained schedule and exercise by doing those things called "running" and "biking" and guess what? I'll loose weight. I know, such a weird concept right? That exercising will make you healthy! Who would have thought?

So really now, I don't care if your fat. Because thats your own shit and I could care less what your body looks like. So long as its not hanging out of everywhere, because THEN I will inform you that your a whale and shouldn't come near a skirt and tank top. But don't sit here and try to make people feel sorry for you, or try to say that your body is just as attractive. Because when I can play connect the dots with the cellulite indents in your thighs, you are nowhere NEAR sexy. And thats what bothers me. If fat people took even HALF the energy they used trying to get people to "accept" them and used to to run or work out, then they would probably be a healthy weight by now.

So, let me just end by saying this. Being overweight or obese or fat or w/e is disgusting. Its not sexy, or healthy, or attractive, or nice. So stop trying to get people to think differently. Also, being underweight or anorexic or emaciated is also disgusting, not sexy, healthy ect. and those people should also get help. Being a nice healthy proportionate weight for your height and body type is whats amazing and sexy. Whether you are a bit more on the slimmer side, or have a bit more meat around your hips/thighs/chest doesn't matter. Having a healthy or near ideal weight is what EVERYONE is society should strive for. Now stop bitching and whining. Thank you.