**This was meant to be a comment to Dezsha, aka Dezzy, aka mein Zwilling, aka but it ended up being FUCKIGN HUGE so now its just in my journal. Feel free to read even if your not the amazingness that is Dez.**

DEZZYDEZZYDEZZYDEZZYDEZYY!!!!! Dezzy mein Zwilling, die liebe meines lebens,

Please, for the love of all that is SACRED tell me that this ear raping, high pitched shrieking, transformers-wannabe SUCKFEST that our boys have delusionally called a single is a joke. PLEASE

Because if not, I will have to forever forget I ever they had talent. EVER.

I EVEN was nice enough to give them the benefit of the doubt that maybe, just MAYBE it was only a suckfest in English (cause a lot of their stuff is suckfest in English, but awesome sauce in German) and so I hunted down the Automatisch and guess what? IT SUCKS TOO!!!!! IT’S THE FUCKING SAME SHRIEKING!!!

Omg. I feel like my ears have been assaulted and VICIOUSLY RAPED!!!

I wanted to love it Dezzy. I really really really did. I was like "Ok, I am going to sit down and listen to this song and it is gonna be "Ich bin nicht ich" all over again and I am gonna LOVE them again....

But no. What did I get? I got w/e the fuck THAT was. Because it was not music Dezzy. It was not. And I am SO dissapointed.

Did Tom decide it would be really funny to kick Bill in the BALLS during the start of the chorus and no one remembered to redo it?!?!!?

I have listened to it OVER and OVER and OVER again now, even thinking that maybe it’s kinda like Ich Brech Aus and I just needed to warm up to it… but no Dezzy. No. Every time I think maybe it COULD be growing on me… Bill does that…that THING… and it kills it. Just kills it DEAD.

I know I probably sound very dramatic, and It’s retarded. But really, by tomorrow I will be less dramatic I promise, but right now I am just SO DISSAPOINTED!! -.-

Conclusion? New sound = DO NOT FUCKING WANT!

P.s.
WTF why are Toms dreds now CORNROWS?! I was like “…. THE FUCK!?” grrr -.-

Ok, so this October I will be attending my first con EVER! *yay* lol and I need some help choosing who I should cosplay cause I totally want to ^^* So, i've narrowed it down to a few choices and just wanted some outside input P: So here they are

Matt of Death Note (this is the one i'm most leaning towards)

Misa Misa of Death Note

Kurai or Belail of Angel Sanctuary

Nagisa or Natsuo of Loveless

P: So yea, those are my choices based on my fav chara's and what would be realistic for me to put together by October while moving into college and starting classes in 12 days haha xD

Did I mention im WAY excited? haha

Taken from

Rules: using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions.
You can't use the band I used and don't repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!
Repost as "my life according to (band name)".

My Life according to The Used

Pick your Artist:
The Used

Your sex:
It's hard to say

Describe yourself:
Pretty handsome awkward

How do you feel:
Under Pressure

Describe where you currently live:
On my own

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
The back of your mouth

Your favorite form of transportation:
801 Underground

Your best friend is:
All that i've got

You and your best friends are:
Lunacy Fringe

What's the weather like:
Dark Days

Favorite time of day:
Sun comes up

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
Poetic Tragedy

What is life to you:
A box full for of sharp objects

Your relationship:
Sick Hearts

Your fear:
Yesterdays Feelings

What is the best advice you have to give:
Find a way

Thought for the Day:
Wake the Dead

How you would like to die:
Smother me

Your soul's present condition:
Buried myself alive

Your motto:
Sometimes I just go for it

[link] Its the Mary-Sue Litmus Test! lol

I just found this, and its like 4am and its been INSANELY fun P:

I already put Vi through, and she got an 18
Lyme went in as well and he got a 12 xD
Poor little Zeke, he's just so lame lol

I didn't bother doing David or Code, just cause they aren't as fully developed characters as Vi and Lyme are yet, especially Code, since he's only like.. 2 weeks old and all I have for him right now are a quick ref, a bust sketch on lined paper, and one scene were all he does is say about 5 words, and then gets the shit kicked out of him P: haha

But, yay for not having mary-sues as main characters! lol

Character Meme I stole from
Cause I'm bored P:


1. What is your character's name?
Violette Laila Dray

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Violette Laila Dray? Lol

3. How old is he/she?
24

4. What is your character's race/species?
She's human

5. Do they have a crush?
Vi is pretty deeply in love with Zeke, aka Lyme. They've been together almost their whole lives. But she has a tendency to get really high and cheat on him with anything that moves :/

6. Do they have many friends?
Not at all. Vi is very difficult to be around, and she tends to not care about too many people. Her only friends are Lyme, David, and Code (pronounced Cody)

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth

8. Does your character like to eat?
Not really, food kinda is a second thought at this point to her.

9. What's his/her favorite food?
An everything bagel toasted with butter

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Coffe, medium, 4 sugars.

11. Is your character annoying?
Not so much annoying as she is aggravating. She just tends to be unpleasent

12. Is your character friendly?
Not at all. Even to the people she likes, she's still not very nice.

13. Is your character loved?
Very surprisingly. But only by one person really. Lyme loves her with his life, though David does feel a pretty strong "sibling" bond with Vi. She's kind of like his big annoying sister.

14. Is your character hated?
Probably by every hot dog vendor in Manhattan, and then some. She tends to like free pretzels... that aren't really that free.

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
Not really. Vi's style is more "street" than anything, though I guess if given the opportunity she'd be a bit industrial-goth.

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Is just sexual an option? When I said that she'll bang pretty much anything that moves, I wasn't really exaggerating.

17. Is she/he a virgin?
Uhm, no.

18. Name 3 hobbies...
Listening to music, watching Lyme and David at the skate park, and if you consider doing K a hobby, then thats her biggest one.

19. Is your character normal?
Depends on your definition of "normal." I guess she's not to a lot of people, but too some she's about as normal as any of their neighbors.

20. Is your character attractive?
She is, and she'd probably be extremely pretty if she wasn't so skinny. But lack of food and lots of drugs tends to give her a very hollow and thin look, which isn't. But still, it never stops her from being able to find a "partner" for the night.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
Very poorly. She's a bottler. She's always had a very hard outer shell from her many years at the orphanage, and being in and out of foster care. So she never lets anything show,even happiness, and usually drowns whatever she's feeling either in sex, booze, or drugs.

22. Does your character have other forms?
Not unless you count passed out drunk a form?

23. Does your character overreact?
On the outside no, she actually under-reacts on the outside, but on the inside she overreacts a lot.

24. Is your character a criminal?
Yea, I'm pretty sure her list of petty theft, breaking and entering, squatting, resisting arrest, ect could reach Madagascar.

25. Does your character go to school?
Not anymore. She was "home schooled" at the orphanage with all the rest of the children from 1st - 12th grade. When she turned 18 she was no longer the responsibility of the orphanage and just packed up and left

26. What's his/her IQ?
She has no idea. She's very street smart (she has to be) and fairly book smart. She has potential. If she had applied herself more in the orphanage schooling, and maybe gone to college and continued learning, she would be very smart.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
She's most likely bi-polar, but who would ever know, and she's a drug addict, which many call a disease. So yes.

28. Is your character dead?
No, though it probably won't be long before she dies.

29. Does your character have a family?
Not that she knows of. She was left at a firehouse one night when she was 11months old, and the men brought her to the nun run orphanage a few blocks away.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Yes. She never had luck with foster families, and so really got shuffled around back and forth, always ending up back at the orphanage before too long. It really took a tole on her optimism at life.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
When Code was able to get her David and Lyme a "house" (its actually the basement of an unused building but who's picky?) so they no longer had to sleep and live in the street.

32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
I don't know. I don't I really have any friends that really remind me of Vi.

33. Is your character single?
No, though you would never know it.

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes, her and Lyme have been inseparable since they were 5

35. Does he/she have an element?
No?

36. Do you role-play your character?
I used to, though back then she was a newly born character, also a vampire in a totally different world.

37. Do you write about your character?
Yea, a lot. Writing about Vi helps me workshop and kind of get in the groove

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Oh yea. It's really really bad sometimes

39. Does your character get depressed?
quiet often unfortunately

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
A black panther

41. Does your character have any fears?
Oh yea. Her list is probably as long as santa clause's

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
I don't know about "weaknesses" but she is a very very weak willed person. If you knew the right things to say, and the right buttons to push, you could talk her into anything. Positive or negative.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
Secretly she looks up to Eleanor Roosevelt, because she was such a strong and good hearted woman, but she'll never admit that she does.

44. Does your character like music?
Loads

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
She likes mostly anything, but Alternative Rock and House music are her favorites.

46. Is he/she impatient?
Oh totally, Vi can't wait worth shit.

47. What's something funny about your character?
She loves reciting movie quotes, and does it constantly. She's also a not-so-secret fan of the "thats what she said!" jokes

48. Name 5 nicknames
Vi
Vio
Laila
Baby
"that chick w/ the purple hair"

49. Does your character curse?
Like a truck driver

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
Did you seriously wanna know all that shit about me? Fuck dude get a life this shit is fuckin 50 questions long!! Talk about stalker. Jesus.